Dedicated

Yesterday morning, I got up and ran before work, which lead into call.

March 20th: Circles/Ws around the apartment complex
Distance: 1 mile
Feeling: Might have to start running before work!

Call made me tired. So tired, that when I went up to the gyn call room to get Beth before going to breakfast, I fell asleep. But we did make it to Toast, we did have our mimosas, and then I crashed when I got home. I woke up around 6, ordered some pizza, watched TV and basketball and then finally got out to run at 11.

March 21st: Circles & Ws
Distance: 1 mile
Songs: Love Song, Don't Stop the Music
Weather: 34 degrees, partly cloudy, feels like 29
Feeling: I can't believe that I do this.

I can't believe that I've been this dedicated. I'm not sure why it's worked for almost three months, but here I am, still running. And it doesn't feel like a burden. I mean, I don't want to do it at times, but I get out there, and I do it. Can't explain why. But it feels good.

Tomorrow, I finish my onc application and hit submit. Gotta do it at some point!